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[24 Jan 2010|09:23am] |
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Rant: ok so you're going to contradict every single word i say, every action will be countered, and every line of thought ridiculed... If i pick black then it's white, if i pick white then it's black, and if pick gray... Well That's wrong too, shit i guess i just can't win can I? So i just care less and less each time, what you say means less and less to me each passing day, i only hear one voice and it's mine, the only one i will ever follow.
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[19 Jan 2010|06:01pm] |
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Oh well, i'm writing from my cell, hopefully i fixed my connection the right way (meaning free) or the phone company is gonna rape me with charges, but fuck it... I don't care, cause i'm sad, and when i'm sad i do dumb things that i later regret. Well perhaps sad is not the proper word, i'm not depressed, i'm just not happy, i'm not sad but i'm not fucking joyous either, not that we all should be fucking gay rainbows all the time, but i'm usually not like this, i don't know even know what i'm trying to say... I guess i just feel like an outsider... Yup That's it... thanks self! You're a great listener... Er... Ah sure self... Anytime
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[27 Sep 2009|12:12am] |
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Cristian G. Gonzalez
Birthday: 02-10-86
Birthplace: San Vicente
Current Location: A. Korn (my true birthplace if you ask me)
Eye Color: shit brown, though some times they might give the illusion of being black
Hair Color: redish brown, depends on the sun
Height: 1,70 meters or 5 something in ft, dont remember
Right Handed or Left Handed: right handed
Your Heritage: italian and who the fuck knows what else is been thrown in the mix
The Shoes You Wore Today: canvas shoes
Your Weakness: im not sure, might have to many, depends really
Your Fears: white cats on two legs, those are scary! though i dont know why
Your Perfect Pizza: bacon, italian, ham, stake, calabressa
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: completely quit smoking and get back in shape, earn one belt in tae kwon do
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: K
Thoughts First Waking Up: my body hurts too much lately for my brain to generate a half decent thought in morning
Your Best Physical Feature: not sure, it sure as shit ain t my feet
Your Bedtime: 5 or 6 am
Your Most Missed Memory: i got too many
Pepsi or Coke: whatever!
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK, but they both blow really
Single or Group Dates: depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton i guess
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: both i said
Do you Smoke: 5 to 6 cigarrettes, trying very hard to quit though
Do you Swear: no... well sometimes...most times... fuck it
Do you Sing: occasionally
Do you Shower Daily: usually, but not always, sometimes you just can`t, and those are usually very bad days
Have you Been in Love: i believe i was, but im not so sure if i believe in love per se
Do you want to go to College: oh yes!!!
Do you want to get Married: id love to, but im not religious in any way, maybe some sorta union i guess
Do you belive in yourself: yes i do, though sometimes i get confused as any human can
Do you get Motion Sickness: i think not
Do you think you are Attractive: it depends on my mood really
Are you a Health Freak: no, but i do know that some simple rules will keep you healthy longer
Do you get along with your Parents: sorta, my dad rules, i miss him terribly, mom is ok i guess she is just old fashion
Do you like Thunderstorms: I FUCKING LOVE THEM!!!! i recorded the last great one that happened in A. Korn... it was owesome
Do you play an Instrument: anything with strings
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: i think i had only one beer, but last month i got so fucked up that i ended up huging a tree, i got the pic on facebook
In the past month have you Smoked: yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: i played with people just not onstage
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: not sure, dont think so
Ever been Drunk: way too many
Ever been called a Tease: twice... whatever
Ever been Beaten up: yup
Ever Shoplifted: yup
How do you want to Die: not sure
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: no clue
What country would you most like to Visit: england, spain, germany or japan, and off course italy when i get the chance is my next target
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[05 Sep 2008|08:22pm] |
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"In The Shadow Of The Valley Of Death"
We have no future
heaven wasn't made for me
we burn ourselves to hell
as fast as it can be
and I wish that I could be a king
then I'd know that I am not alone
Maggots put on shirts
Sell each others shit
sometimes I feel so worthless
sometimes I feel discarded
I wish that I was good enough
then I'd know that I am not alone
Death is policeman
Death is the priest
Death is the stereo
Death is a TV
Death is the Tarot
Death is an angel and
Death is our God
killing us all
she puts the seeds in me
plant this dying tree
she's a burning string
and I'm just the ashes
she put the seeds in me
plant this dying tree
she's a burning string
and I'm just the ashes
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[02 May 2007|05:09pm] |
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dude im sooooo bored somebody please beat me with a stick... a cherry smelling one... uh??? no sense at all... that´s what boredom does to ya
i missed aerosmith and velvet revolver... i hate the fucking world right now
mmmhh cherry
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| wow im drunk |
[17 Mar 2007|05:33am] |
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shit y was drunk and bored
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As for specific personality traits, you are adventurious (100%), romantic (86%), intellectual (80%), artistic (76%). | | | Stereotypes | | Punk Rock | 87% | | White Trash | 82% | | Hippie | 74% | | | | Life Experience | | Sex | 31% | | Substances | 41% | | Travel | 19% | | Politics
Your political views would best be described as Socialist, whom you agree with around 83% of the time. | | Socioeconomic
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[06 Dec 2006|10:33am] |
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well it's yesterday has been a year since a been in argentina... wow time flys man and it also was lore's birthday...
for no fucking reason at all,I fucking love this song!!!
Blur - Song 2
I got my head checked
By a jumbo jet
It wasn't easy but nothing is
No
When I feel heavy metal
And I'm pins and I'm needles
Well I lie and I'm easy
All of the time I am never sure
Why I need you
Pleased to meet you
I got my head done
When I was young
It's not my problem
Just not my problem
When I feel heavy metal
And I'm pins and I'm needles
Well, I lie and I'm easy
All the time and I'm never sure
Why I need you
Pleased to meet you
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| found this on the net and it craked me up |
[02 Jun 2006|06:08pm] |
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if you don't find this to be true, then you're problably unemployed or what's much worse... working at a fast food chain...
What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
Then:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
and
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
But,
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
And,
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%
AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 127%
So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bullshit and Ass-kissing that will put you over the top.
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[08 Mar 2006|09:22am] |
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| my future tattoo and la vida del trabajador |
[19 Feb 2006|08:36pm] |
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this is gonna be my tatto, im getting it next week, it´s an eclipse, it´s gonna be black,white and either silver (if it exists) or gray... looks pretty cool on paper... hope it looks good on my skin
in other things i gotta get up around 2:30 in the morning to go to work, cuse my job it´s all the way in retiro and that sucks monkey balls, so im gonna save some money and im moving over there... prolly by myself... i dunno what it is... maybe the fact that i´ve turned 20... but i wanna live on my own for a while... i think it´d help grow up a bit... and grow as a person too... im in the position to do it, unlike most people my age, so maybe it´d be good for me to be out on my own... but a hate big cities... it´s just not my thing... i guess ill have to think about it, it has some good points... like having everything close to you and all that... i´m just gonna wait a bit till im certain that that´s the best for me...
i guess i did mature a bit... and im more integrated to the life here in argentina, ive learned who to keep close and who to keep far away... what friends to keep and what friends to let go of... yeah i´ve been through a lot in this short time... and who knows what tomorrow has for me?
El Dude
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[09 Feb 2006|11:54am] |
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ok, tomorrow is my b-day and to celebrate the guys are taking me out somewhere (oh i wonder), im getting a tatoo "today" if i stilll have the balls to do it when i get there... not because of the pain but because i desinged it myself and i dont know how it would look on my skin, me and rocio are fine as only friends,and well i gtg cuse fernando keeps looking at my screen and it´s anoying the shit outta me
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| stray dog strut and love triangle to the 5th power |
[02 Feb 2006|05:32pm] |
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well, marcelo has changed me a bit... maybe more than a bit... ok a lot... in a way it´s for the better, if you wanna get in the best clubs you have to look the part, but im a punk... you know anti fashion and all that... so it´s been hard on me... plus this whole love pentagon (im not telling who just in case) it´s getting pretty retarded... in a way it bothers me, cuse if you are going to be in a relationship you are supposed to be in love, i mean i do the same thing but in not seeing anybody so it´s ok... i guess... whatever!
i got in a fight with rocio (she´s not part of the retarded pentagon)... she kissed me and i guess i didn´t react like she wanted me too, and i had told her i didn´t want to mess around with her before that... i got my reasons... cuse i know that if i do ill fall in love with her like an idiot and i dont want that yet... what pisses me off is that i had told her that i considered her a sister more than anything else... oh well, we´ll get over it
anyway me and marcelo are thinking about renting a house together, we could do it... it´d be a non stop party and florencia might come with us if she gets a job soon YAY!
(for DJ only)
D if you wanna text mjs me, go to the CTI page and send it to this number:0222415538509 so i´ll get it on my cellphone cuse im not around computers much, and i can answer right to your email
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[28 Dec 2005|05:43am] |
well, i dont know how long ive been here... its been crazy and i like it... i love my friends, they love me
and that}s all i need...
what i dont need is two chicks fighting over me like im some kind of fuckin prize
im a free bird... at least for now... and im not falling for any chick... once again for now... im just living it up... and for now that{s enough for me
at least im honest with myself and everyone else... like i always been
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[07 Dec 2005|07:18pm] |
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i saw ezequiel (yeah yeah) and it was incredible... like... i don´t know how to describe it.
first i thought he was a walking photograph of a boy i used to know... but with a 5 o´ clock shadow
first we just hugged for like 10 minutes straight and then he took me on a tour around the city, we went to see nestor and he was so changed, he´s like a wall of muscles now... not to mention the fact that he has two one year old twins, then we went to see rocio and that was just wow another 10 minute hug and she cried, then I cried, then yeah yeah got emo too and he cried too... and after two rounds of máte and talks of us remembering the stupid things we used todo, we went to marcela´s, and marce cried too when she saw me... and well... it was way too emotional, yeah yeah and rocio kept touching my arm to make sure i was there... and then that david bowie song from the breakfast club started playing and we were all together like we used to and it was just too much for me and i almost fainted, it was way too much for one day and when they told me that they had been talking about me yesterday and they didn´t even know i was already here and that´s just wow like dream like kinda thing.
in other things... day 3... no bagels lol
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[02 Dec 2005|12:40pm] |
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[A is for age:]
19
[B is for booze of choice:]
Beer
[C is for career:]
not sure yet... there's a million things i wanna do
[D is for secret desire:]
your mom
[E is for essential items to bring to a party:]
my mix cds and a six pack
[F is for favorite song at the moment:]
Led Zepellin - Achilles Last Stand, Tenacious D - Rock Your Socks Off, Black Sabbath - Children Of The Grave, Shadows Fall - Art Of Balance, John 5 - 2 Die 4
[G is for favorite game:]
Pool
[H is for hometown:]
Alejandro Korn
[I is for instruments you play:]
Guitar! bass and a little bit of keyboards
[J is for jam or jelly you like:]
anything sweet is good!
[K is for kids:]
i'd like to have two someday
[L is for love... have it, had it, hate it:]
for now... love stinks
[M is for your favorite kind of Music:]
Power metal, trash metal, gothic metal, punk rock, ska punk, clasic rock, prog rock, alternative, jam, blues, instrumental
[N is for noise you hear right now:]
Jimmy Page soloing
[O is for overnight hospital stays:]
only once when marina had surgery
[P is for favorite punk band:]
The Ramones, The Sex Pistols, Social Distortion, The Distillers, Suicide Machines, Attaque 77, The Strangers
[Q is for quotes that you like:]
"just listen to the music and enjoy it"
[R is for relationship that lasted the longest:]
Rocio, four years
[S is for favorite soda:]
Dr pepper
[T is for time you wake up:]
it depends
[U is for underwear:]
most the time i wear some
[V is for vegetable you love:]
mmmmhh uh... dunno
[W is for weapon of choice:]
mix of tae-kwon-do and kick boxing
[X is for x-rays you've had:]
my theeth, which are now perfectly straight :)
[Y is for yummy foods you make:]
grilled cheese, carne asada, im actually getting good at it
[Z is for zodiac sign:]
Acuarius
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| head all over the place |
[30 Nov 2005|06:34pm] |
Marina and I are closer than we ever been, and i say why now sis? i found myself petting her head the other day... ussualy the only contact we have is my foot her ass or her teeth my arm kinda thing, i mean sure we love eachother but we just dont show it like that or at all for that matter... im gonna miss the fuck out of her.
went down to NY to get my passport renewed, and im taking off this monday, needless to say, im both super excited and scared at the same time... i mean i don't even know where im gonna live yet, or what career to follow... im set on pharmacy and chemistry but i been giving recording arts a thought, after all i know talent when i hear it, maybe something on the side... who knows ill see when i get there
got my braces off today...
Crappy fries 99 Cents... soda 1.29... pizza 12.20... chocolate fudge cake 4.00
Not having food stick to your braces... PRICELESS
im going off to bite random people, you could be next!
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[25 Nov 2005|01:24pm] |
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standing in the cold for one hour an a half, standing in line for three! only to pay the regular price cuse ipods weren't on sale... oh yay not to mention the mildly agressive shopers that would bitch if you got on their way for more than two seconds, at least breakfast was cool, jenn, marina and jenn's older brother (i never remember his name) had a cool talk about farts on unlikely situations and it was super funny we were all drained except for maira... anyway marina collapsed an hour ago and now is my turn to slomber... (after a mate) night night everyone... or good afternoon... i guess... cuse... hdkajfafjdkf;jdkfaljadf l. j. (snores)
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[24 Nov 2005|07:49pm] |
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note to self: take yourself less seriously, chill out, the weight of the world is not on your shoulders, make time for yourself... oh and here are some fireworks for your viewing pleasure
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| can't stay in the half light forever |
[21 Nov 2005|10:20am] |
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OAR - Black Rock
The black rock is where I spend my time
Writing a memory or writing a rhyme
Thinking about what is right or wrong
On the black rock is where I like to go
After a long night coming home from a show
And that's where I write my song, all day long, the black rock
Sometimes I just look around to take in the feeling coming out
from the ground
But that's just something I do sometimes
And then I just step out the door to take in the wind coming off
of the shore
And that's just what I'm doing tonight
The black rock is where I spend my time
Writing a memory or writing a rhyme
Thinking about what is right or wrong
On the black rock is where I like to go
After a long night coming home from a show
And that's where I write my song, all day long, the black rock
And when you are on your own, not speaking out is like fighting
alone
And that is the worst damn way to fight
And when you are scared no more, reach your hand out and just
open the door
And that's just what I'm doing tonight
The black rock is where I spend my time
Writing a memory or writing a rhyme
Thinking about what is right or wrong
On the black rock is where I like to go
After a long night coming home from a show
And that's where I write my song, all day long, the black
rock
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